Thursday, December 9, 2010


Idk lol I've been drawing here and there still nothing done yet. I think i know why I don't draw as much it gets harder with the other responsibilities....and lately Im just sooo tired for no reason at all. I need to push myself harder...

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Day 1

Sooo today I decided to actually do something I drew like no tomorrow two things. I'm a little proud of myself neither are done but it's progress I won't show you the geisha thing I want to wait till it's done to put it up but I will so you the portrait I did sooo here tissss

Still needs some tweaking but I think you get the point right?? =) I think it's pretty good for someone who hasn't really drawn seriously in months. Can't wait to finish the geisha thing but for now.......kombanwaaaaa

Tuesday, November 30, 2010


My My My it has been a very long time! nothing has really changed and I haven't really been doing anything but working.....yea it's a shame...still letting my creativity slip through my hands...I dunno why I'm lacking motivation. I really have no excuse and I really need to start using and improving on my talent. I don't want to be that person that lost what they loved to do. That made me just think "lost what they loved to do". WHY AM I NOT DOING WHAT I LOVE TO DO? No wonder I'm so miserable...smh..What happened to that passion I had to be so good at what I did it would be scary? What happened? Where did I lose it? Maybe not being able to finish college did it. I don't know. I can remember when I drew EVERYDAY without fail. If I didn't have a pencil and paper it didn't feel right....Wow maybe I'm scared of failure, when failure is nothing but something to be learned from. I let so many months pass by...what a waste..ugh...
Kanye's album mutha-effing awesome! The film for the album mutha-effing awesome!
Lost my train of dunno I can't remember what I really wanted to say. Most of my days consist of playing xbox, working, cleaning, trying to cook(doesn't really work), and sleeping. Work sucks could be better but could be worse I just hate waking up at 4 in the morning but what can you do you need money in this world to even breathe now-a-days.
Maybe I should promise myself to make something before this week lets out I have another geisha idea that I would like to maybe I promises though....I really want to make a gir plushie too..I also wanna draw Drake have a wierd obesession with him right's bad..I would like to draw Nicki too maybe...
I need to start moving my a** ya'll and if you don't see me doing it I give you permission to kick me in it. I am so dumb I am really dumb for real *antoine dodson voice* and if you feel like you haven't been trying to achieve goals you have join me and start. Cliche yes but this life passes too fast to sit on yo a**.
Alright I'm going to bed now all that thinking made me hungry and tired lmao